Saturday, March 7, 2015

Life as we know it

I'm back to work now and have been blessed with a new contract.
God has reminded me once again that he goes before us and prepares the way just as he says it in his word.
I've been searching and pressing in to get full understanding of what direction God is taking me.
I've learned to be honest and speak up.
I've learned to accept certain things as they are and change things that are of my control.  Settling is not something I'm going to continue doing. God has a plan he says in Jeremiah 29:11 and he never fails us. So I definitely can put my trust in him and not in man. I also like the famous quote "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make him drink" so true on so many levels. I am responsible for me and how I lead my family when I stand before God. I can't make people drink the water I can only encourage them and be an example.
I've learned more about abuse and how real emotional abuse is the unseen abuse and rarely recognized until the damage is done. I am standing up against being treated improper and being hurt.
I want to set an expectation for my children to have healthy relationships. I want to break all generational curses and cycles. I've been reading Isaiah and also downloaded a reader app and purchased the love languages book for singles.
The truth of the matter is I want to have a healthy relationship as well and want to be loved and taken care of the way God wants what's best for all his creation.
In the near future I will be participating in a photo story of my story for an online Christian magazine, I look forward to encouraging other women facing similar situations.